I was waiting to the knowledge of Human Design all my short life, something in me knew that it is there. When it appears, it felt so natural and true to embrace it deeply into my life. There was such a strong resonation with what I have lived so far, and the potential I feel that exist in me. And this all I care, if it feels good in my own body, my own experience.
Until meeting it, I lived what can appear from outside relatively normal successful life, though from inside it felt like a constant struggle. I felt restless, confused, easily overwhelmed, and had deep feeling of frustration not living the strong power potential I know and sense I carry. I tried different approches, and practices but non of them felt entirely right.
Since I entered the experiment, from day one, right after a friend introduced me, my basic tools to experiment with and the places that can be challenging for me , I start to feel radical transformation. I cant say it is easy, but it is simple, and the results are not late to come. I feel a big relief, and deep connection with my body that grows everyday, I learn my timing to do things, my interaction with others, the way my inner processes function, and deep calmness and ease to live what raises in me and in my life. Things that appeared to be destructive, troubling are still there but definitely dont take the same dimension and energy as before. Bothering thoughts are not longer what moves me, or not, act in my life.
I discover everyday, every moment, who I am, rather then who I THINK or WANT to be. Those are very different persons! I feel blessed to have the lack to learn the differences between them two, and slowly but surely they become together a source for wisdom, the a unique complex being that I am. They can co-exist as beautiful duality, rather then a inner war.
I know it is a path to go through, a learning process to discover only though experience...
In this experiment I feel I bring back to life what they gave to me. I am my own and only gift.